AM-98 RETURN HOME-PART 2

I left you in limbo last week. If you were not being chased by ghosts, you are drowning in your own fear. This is a classic representation of what death holds in store for us. It is the narrative that keeps bums on seats in church and coffers full of money for the institutions that spout this drivel.  Yet in all that is said, there is a grain of truth. In fact, there are bucket-fulls of it. What is not correct, however, is that the punishment we may experience when we reach the lowest three subplanes of the Emotional World, is not a punishment inflicted upon us by a vengeful ‘God’, who is happy to assign us into the fiery pits of Hell for all eternity. No, the truth is, we construct our own hell, down here one Earth and we take our fears with us when we die into the Emotional plane. It is only when we realise that what we are suffering is illusional that we create for ourselves, that we are released and we fly higher into the Emotional world. Where do we end up? This place has traditionally been called Paradise, or the Elysian Fields, or Valhalla. You know what I am talking about. So, what is this place? Well, we know we are still on the Emotional plane. What we should also know by now, or you have not been paying attention, is that this world is a consensus environment. What does this imply?

 If I am Dutch and my idea of paradise is a landscape full of windmills, this is where I am going to find myself. I will be in a mini-Holland and it will be populated by people who are just like me, Dutch. We all collectively have an idea of what paradise should look like and we focus our energies on creating it out of tertiary matter found on this subplane. These windmills are not fleeting apparitions we conjure up for ourselves, although we can do this as well. These structures have a solidity that is reinforced by hosts of monads strengthening this appearance. There is a mini-Holland in the Emotional World and it is populated by monads who think they are actually Dutch. The monad can spend many a happy hour, day and year, bicycling around this environment. They could even meet friends and family, who may also have pitched up here. They could actually be their friends and relative, or they could be self-activating shells that are passing themselves off as people with who the monad wishes to engage. What is relevant to know, is there is no harm in thinking of yourself being Dutch or riding your bicycle, but we all know that this is not what life is all about. Yes, we are talking about life. Just because you are functioning on a higher plane of matter, does not mean your life has ended. Far from it, your life is progressing to its next stage. That stage is always linked to consciousness expansion. This, alas is not something that is going to happen on the Emotional plane, it can’t. There is nothing real on this plane. Remember, this is a consensus environment. We make it what it is. On this plane, there are also devas and animal monads that we may have loved and cared for. They have their own spaces in this Emotional environment.

Let us assume that our monad has its focus slightly higher in their emotional envelope. If this is the case, the monad floats up to the next subplane, 48:3. Here, being dutch is not so important anymore. Seeing a windmill is not necessary either. You may even decide you did not really like being Dutch and may choose to adopt a new presentation of yourself, culled from another incarnation. My mother recounts a story to me that her grandfather communicated to her through a medium but presented himself as a Chinese mandarin. When questioned why he was adopting this habit, rather than that of an English Edwardian gentleman, he responded that he was so ashamed of his last incarnation that he chose to present himself in a guise where he was much happier with the outcomes of that incarnations, rather than the last one.

It should also be noted that a monads interest in what is going on back on Earth diminishes, as they rise further into the Emotional plane. They identify less and less with the persona they once were and begin to express themselves as who they really feel they are. So, in the case of my mother, were we to meet on the Emotional Plane, how should we introduce ourselves? “Hi, I use to be your son”. “Hello, I vaguely remember being your mother”! This brings us to another interesting point. How long do you actually spend on the Emotional plane? As you saw in the diagram, there are more steps to go before you end up where you started. As a rule of thumb, a monad spends roughly 25 years on the Emotional plane. Some monads, get the hell out of it as soon as possible and head straight up to the Mental plane. They can do this because they have nothing to process out of their lower molecular levels and they realise where they are may look like Paradise, but it does not equate to anything that remotely can be called reality. So, they realise they are wasting time and they start to dissolve their emotional bodies as fast as possible. In fact, many of these monads take great care to fully deactivate their emotional bodies, so mischievous tertiary molecules, or nature sprites from the deva kingdom, don’t take on this envelope and masquerade as their last persona.

Bringing this back to a personal perspective, my mother passed away in 2002. Making a bold assumption that I have a fair few years to live on these three subplanes, by the time I consciously get back to the Emotional Plane, the monad that was my mother will be long gone onto the Mental plane. Of course, I can fake it and conjure up a facsimile  of my mother and proudly tell her that I remembered to wash behind my ears regularly, but who am I kidding. Myself of course. That is the common currency of the Emotional World. 

This brings me to another point about monads dwelling in the Emotional World. They may have been screaming atheists back here on Earth. Now they find themselves very much alive, they desperately seek out a medium or clairvoyant to proclaim their findings to the world. As a child, I read a book called ‘Life in the World Unseen’. This was a seminal book in my early teens. It gave me a very clear picture of what I now know to be the Emotional World. Is this picture accurate, of course not, but it is a good facsimile and one that is worth a read. You get a good feeling for the different subplanes, even if you realise towards the end, what is being described is what the author wishes to see, not what is feasible. There are other discarnate monads on the Emotional plane that feel that somehow they have discovered a great truth and they need to share this newfound wisdom with the rest of us. There is one underlying truth to bear in mind, you are no wiser once you pass over to this world than you were when you inhabited the one below it. You may think you are and the souls you communicate back here on Earth, maybe enraptured with your words of wisdom, but in reality, it is a case of the blind leading the dumb. When communications suddenly start being transmitted from the Inter-Galactic Council of the Pleiades, you are now communicating with the Dark Lodge. They are an intrepid band of black magicians, who have renounced their humanity and now are forced to dwell in the Emotional World. They can not incarnate, because they have severed their links to their causal bodies and their guardian angels, but they can communicate to you through a medium or clairvoyant and are happy to feast on your emotional entrails. In fact, they have to, to maintain themselves. The free energy that comes to all of us through the Life Thread has been disconnected from them. They chose to do this and now need us to feed them with our gullibilities.

According to Henry Laurency, the record for a monad staying on the Emotional plane went to Queen Elizabeth I. That monad was so wrapped up with the role it played in their last incarnation, that they simply could not tear themselves away from the role, even in the Emotional World. It took this monad 500 years to finally move their game on to the Mental World. Speaking of the Mental World that is where we are heading in the next presentation.